Here is what happened,
I am following up with a few clients who just happened to contact me on FB at oh the same time, and as I am typing to each of them, I see a very vivid and too funny for words image of Archangel Gabriel in a jester costume, with a huge bold silver metallic stripe from the top of his pointed hat to his bottom and then a glittered purple down one leg and torso and
fuchsia down the other. He had to turn around to flash the sparkle gold stipe on
the back leg and arm and the deep ocean blue on the other. Just like the kids bugging me as soon as I get on the computer and am trying to respond to clients! It's like they have radar! ha ha ha.
He said "WELL! Somebody is making plans!" He was referring to moments before, the reason I got on my computer in the first place was to print out a color image of the New
Living Expo that is near my fav city of all time San Fran and it is a big expo
every year as in 1200 vendors 16,000+ attendees. Take a deep breathe- pause to actually allow the air into my excited lungs- And I put it on my To Do List for 2016.
God I LOVE expos! The excitement, the energy, the people, the opportunity to connect with many people at one time oooooh my amps up my healing vibes to the sugar high and beyond level!
Why 2016? because it is in April and next year I will be working on the book launch, just starting to roll it out. I would like to get some talks under my belt with it in hand then I will be glowing at this expo! So Gabe was being all showy like he is and he really is bold and flamboyant with me, the great communicator, the great entertainer he sure is a wonderful pal for my expo work. Gabe always comes to expos. To the live audience talks, he is always there showing up with the biggest spot light of all. He brings the lights up on the divine stage that I get to be on, it feels like I am performing for Jesus, and all the higher ups with God in the center. Making them proud. It is a show, a talent show and yes it feels like a performance and I LOVE it! It is an experience that reminds of who I am. It is beyond words what magically happens inside of me each time I get to be in front of an audience. I can never really see God out in the audience, just the huge light that comes for Creator, which is more than enough to bring me into my best, my fullest capacity for all to benefit from in that group, in that moment at that talk.
Look out world here we COME! Gabe is the best guide for this part of my journey for sure! Gotta love his sense of humor and his willingness to stand out. For now- I have to finish writing this book- just give me the summer, hoping to get it to the publisher for the first
round of edits by Sept. We'll see. . . for dreams we just need to follow the step that is right in front of us. For me I love the feel of that big picture and its so dang fun to have someone like Gabe remind me of it every single time I make a step in that divine right direction. My dream hasn't been to write a book, I have come to realize that it is a way for me to connect with others something for them to have when they meet me at an expo. A piece of me that will bring them inspiration and hope. The book is a step, I have tried to avoid for a few years now. I see it for what it is, a step toward my big dream. Ok so I have many big dreams, tons, like meeting Oprah, and being on stage next to Wayne Dyer.
Right now I can focus on the dream in front of me, the one I long for every day of my life, helping people, many people, all at once. In an affordable way, in a powerful way, in an exponential way/ group style/ community style. In audiences. I know I can help change the world and I sure as heaven am gonna try.
What are your big dreams? Too big to share with anyone? Too far fetched? The far out ones are usually the best! Like kites in the sky on a sunny and windy day- so magical. I would love for you to share some of yours with me. We may not achieve our dreams in the way we vision them, but we sure can realize them in the ways we are created too. If we are present to receive and if we are present to take the next divine right step. You ready? Walk with me. It's only hard to wait, to not try. To live in regret or wondering if. . . that is the hard part. That is the pain of dreams. Don't limit yourself. Just start a little today, be open to yourself about what you really desire and want. Allow yourself at least the possibility.
You have certainly earned it by coming into this life. Possibility, hope and dreams are part of our nature. We need them as much as we need air and water. Breathe and drink. Expand your mind and open your heart to what is right in front of you, now.