This is an interesting intuitive story. It is all about abundance but it begins with an intriguing past life story that I connected with during a meditation, unexpectedly. Isn't that always the case! When you open the door of opportunity. . .
And I cannot take credit nor do I recommend an abundance or money medicine. BUT- in one of my talks with Melchizedek, he said "myrrh and rosewood oil" Let's be clear I asked about money specifically which is or can be different then abundance. I had both of these oils so I put them together in the top of my candlestick holder. The scent was strong but I figure it should be, money is potent right? And to be extra clear, essential oils come with lots of cautions and these are not to be digested. Simply as aromatherapy. I simply added it to my altar in the bathroom. Water is so great with abundance.
But I digress. . . . here is the Love or Money intuitive story!
To the woman who drove 3 hours with her Mom, Aunt and a few other friends to see me in St. Cloud.
You walked up to my booth in St. Cloud this weekend, 5 months later, you stood before me and started to say, “I don’t know if you remember me, but you changed my life.” I grabbed you and hugged so tight, as if you were my own child. As if I was hugging an angel, because I was. “Of course I remember you!" I must have yelled it at the top of my lungs.
Feeling so overjoyed that you were walking the earth, you were alive and well and beaming with love and light.
I met you at Shell Lake, at a tiny expo far from my home, a place I went to for my first paid gallery gig at an expo. You came to my booth a few times with your daughter. I invited you as my guest to be in the gallery that day, because I knew I needed to talk with you. God, sent you to me.
I remember a woman broken hearted sunken and swollen in the front row. Barely
able to make eye contact. I saw you. The real you. The you that God made.
You were so beautiful that day, you were an empty vessel ready to be refilled with
hope and you were. This was in a group setting, not private reading.
It was in the spirit of community that you showed up to receive.
And you did.
And so did I.
Beautiful girl, you said over and over again that I changed your life, that I saved your life, and that day after I left Shell Lake, I knew it to be true. It was worth the drive, all the hassle to get me out of the house that day, all the preparation and the money for the booth, all of it was worth it because of you. You were worth it. You represent so many women, the spirit
of the women I am created to connect with.
But let's be clear. It was not just me who showed up that day, so did you and so did God. Together we connected. It was a team effort.
When I saw you in St. Cloud, as you introduced me to your Mom and talked about how things have been going for you the past months, I was so moved the tears
came. I could not believe it. But I could. I knew it was God working through me, as it always is. I am a channel, a bridge. It’s in my name after all, in case I forget.
Bridgette, that is what I was meant to be.
The truth is, you gave me the most amazing gift. The clear message that I am
on the path I was made for. I am in alignment with my purpose. You
gave me that message loud and clear.
Thank you from the bottom of my heart.
Bodylabusa Expo in St. Cloud MN 2014
I was surprised at how many people are drawn to the way I look. I really wanted to show you, how I really look. Before I put on mascara and eyebrow pencil. I am very fair skinned, as you notice. But my hair, yes my hair is blonde. It is not colored or bleached it is natural. I lack pigment. I can't even color my hair like other people get to do. Although I have been thinking of adding some pink paint-like spray for fun at expos!
I took some photos so you could see how I really look. I am sharing this because I never realized before how much I value my differences. It has been a long road. . .
My 7th grade year at middle school pretty much sucked. There was a 9th grade girl, a very big 9th grade girl that I was sure was destined for jail, that hollered at me in the hallways, calling me "Grandma" and I have heard other jokes about sticking my finger in a light socket or needing to turn down the light or asking if I glowed in the dark. I have also been called albino, in a derogatory sense. When I was younger I did everything I could to look like other people, I even went tanning in high school and turned a weird color of orange, but it was better than too white which I already was. I preferred a hue of pink from a sun burn than the white complexion I was born with. I used makeup at an early age to tone down my bright white features. I have always looked like a Q-tip. It seemed like it got me unwanted attention throughout my life. At some point I began to recognize this uniqueness and started to appreciate it. I began to own it. I am not sure exactly when that happened. I think maybe it began in high school I started to accept my look, when I was no longer teased. Everyone was bleaching their hair back then. Then again, even in my 20's I went to a spray tan booth before vacation, again shades of fake tan did not suit me. That need to be more like other people, to not stand out so much was still a part of my life. Everyone wants to fit in. For me, it seems like an impossible task.
It's strange when I think back, how much energy I spent trying to dim my light- literally. Everyone noticed. Everyone still notices. But now, many people think I created it myself- that I color my hair. Actually the opposite is true- I paint my face, eyebrows and eyelashes. In this way I still try to fit in or feel comfortable in my light, physically.
Interestingly, just a few years ago I was actually diagnosed as having ocular albinism, due to the way the light reflects off my eyes, and the super light blue shade that they are. For years I have had poor vision and wore glasses but never saw it as something unique. After spending hours in the doctor's office that day having all sorts of people parade in to see my eyes through the fancy equipment, I figured it must be pay back or rather pay forward with a sense of how beautifully original God made me.
I have come to appreciate and covet my unique features and am now beginning to fall in love with them. It is from this heart felt place of acceptance and self love that I am sharing this openly with you. I did not realize the levity of how far I have come, how much I have grown into my beautiful understanding of self. I never thought I would embrace all this bright whiteness of what I see looking back at me in the mirror every day. I always saw it as a set back or lack in some way. Even as time has passed it was only recently that I have begun to like my reflection. I see the light in me, it's so obvious God put it on the outside as a reminder, in case I forget. It's what's on the inside that shines outward, that we share that matters. I hope that you can find your beauty when you look in the mirror, as you were created to be.
This audio began as a message, I was in channel mode and I knew something was coming in, or so I thought. Turns out it was coming up. . . I have something to share with you about perspective of working with Ego. Your mind vs. spirit. I open up and share how this works for me, how it has shown up. I reveal the IT of how the spirited alliance with ego works. I share my personal experience with this, and how I work with clients on this winding road. . .
Ok- up and down is more like it! Rockin' Rollercoaster.
NEWS FLASH! There is a way to work in alliance with all the aspects of you, there is not a choice of human vs. spirit. There is a both choice. Have a listen. I talk fast at first, it happens when there is so much to share. The energy is high vibe, don't worry it slows down or rather gets more comfortable to listen too.
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