It's here to share! This was my Talk at the Lake Harriet Spiritual Community on July 13, 2014. Every Sunday they have services for you to engage in, receive and be a part of something sacred with a come as you are and you are welcome vibe. Check it out!
Located in the edge of Lake Harriet in the Linden Hills neighborhood of South Mpls, it is a beautiful historic building with an impressive sanctuary and friendly people happy to see new faces. They host many events and gatherings for the spiritually minded.
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This was one of those experiences that I will chalk up to- a major learning experience. I have done online interviews, recorded talks hosted by other groups before and I have been a guest on blogs for interviews. It's not like this was new to me. As it evolved, as I felt into it- I knew something was up. I was using a dimmer switch and it didn't feel good.
A word to the wise, when you try to tone down your bling, it really screws up your swagger! I didn't expect to share my "How I discovered my Gifts" story. In fact in the radio show prep- I was asked to focus on the business part of my work. I had a list of talk topics I submitted and we discussed prior. The soulful women empowerment part of my work was the reason for the interview. I was given the green light for talk about intuition and spirit but this story, MY STORY was probably not what they had in mind.
If you are given an opportunity to share your work, remember this. . . . be in full you mode. Show up. You don't have to pull up your shirt and show them your new tatt- but you can tell them what you got without giving a rat's ass about what they think of it. :) And I learn something new or am reminded of the important stuff every day.
Have a listen. Do you think my story was a shocker? What I didn't say was my Dad died of AIDS. And that My Psychic Gifts are Psychic not intuitive. Watered down does not a good drink make. If you want to hear my story it's on my website here.
This info came through like a gust of wind across freshly fallen snow. . . it kicked up some very specific intel that I want to share with you. It's not a long message- you've got time for it.
This audio began as a message, I was in channel mode and I knew something was coming in, or so I thought. Turns out it was coming up. . . I have something to share with you about perspective of working with Ego. Your mind vs. spirit. I open up and share how this works for me, how it has shown up. I reveal the IT of how the spirited alliance with ego works. I share my personal experience with this, and how I work with clients on this winding road. . .
Ok- up and down is more like it! Rockin' Rollercoaster.
NEWS FLASH! There is a way to work in alliance with all the aspects of you, there is not a choice of human vs. spirit. There is a both choice. Have a listen. I talk fast at first, it happens when there is so much to share. The energy is high vibe, don't worry it slows down or rather gets more comfortable to listen too.
When I feel into this place it is my shadow. I feel disconnected to my healing team, my certainty.
It isn’t just dark, it’s quiet. Yet even in the darkness, I feel the candle light.
It is always there. It is God reminding me of who I am, and why I am here.
Why am I in the darkness of my shadow right now?
What is it this time?
What is causing the shade of separation between the sun light and my earthly body?
And pause. . .
In a powerful stillness.
I’ve been in shadow before. If I am showing up for my life, I should be entering into my shadow from time to time. I will be here or someplace exactly like it, again. . . .
I recognize this as the transition place. I see and feel the energy of this all the time in session.
Like a subway tunnel underground, moving quickly through flashes of dime light. This transition tube of gray is the way we get there, sometimes, most of the times. It is the fastest of ways, perhaps.
Cocoon in the darkness,
To break free of layers ready to be released.
The toughest part of this for me is the feeling of disconnect. I can’t hear many of my Spirit Helpers during the quiet time. I can sense my lead guide, I am not completely alone but it feels like it. I am always in crowded room of spirit helpers, a constant hum of chatter always surrounds me.
And all the sudden I enter transition and it becomes spooky quiet. Funny when you think about how all that supernatural chatter is normal to me and being without is not.
It’s been a few days, maybe three now, the mode of heightened self care. I could feel the release phase start, the opening of the transition time. Oh I \been there done that Quite aware of the process.
Today I was able to connect with my circle, my team, in meditation. And I asked for help.
Sometimes I need a reminder that I need to ask for help. Sound familiar?
When I arrived in meditation, I went to the ocean. I had my yoga pants on and a white t-shirt,
with the words Be Your Own Kind of Beautiful, (a shift I bought from Shannon of Lotus Life Designs).
My bare feet sounded by sand with each step.
I ran to the water. I love the white foam that makes my feet curl.
After a few moments, I began to run down the shore line until I was exhausted.
Water splashing, feet pounding on the wet earth.
I fell to my knees,
face up to the sun and I begged for help and it came.
I felt love and support circling me, all of my women guides. I was connected again.
And I sobbed, releasing the pain of transition.
Then I heard him. Melchizedek, (Ascended Master, one of my personal Spirit Guides, he called out
from above, he was behind me on the rocky beach.
“I need help with my Ego Mind”, I said. I want to run away from what I
want. It seems like it would be easier to just let things be.
The bigger the visions of my work, the more painful it is, the stronger my mind fights me.
Throwing Daggers pierce my heart to make it bleed streaks of darkness over my soul.
Is this growing pain?
Like muscles tearing to get stronger, to build.
As I get brave, I step out a little bit ,out of my safe place, but I feel deeper than vulnerable,
I feel like a target. A huge bulls eye.
As if I am asking for proof that I don’t belong.
Here in the out place,
the bigger place of vastness where opportunity and possibility come in swag bags.
I wear a sign that says “Kick Me” on my back. Taunting self- doubt outward
to get the universe to bring on the hazing.
When I am in full view, in full service, I am open to criticism, rejection, negative vibrations, not just from
potential clients but from other light workers, I know this I have felt it and it hurts deeply.
The big question is. . .
Is it Worth it?
“Release the old patterns.” he said. And that was it.
I let the energy flow through me inside and out.
I felt the space fill up with compassion for myself, for my journey.
I understand it like nobody else. This is something I can do.
Give myself the space to change, transition and grow.
Transition, it is my choice. Just as it is yours.
Enter into transition time can be dark, filled with doubt and painful memories.
This is temporary. You are in this place for a reason. . . to move ahead.
And hasn't that been what you've been wanting?
The darkness creates a stillness that will allow you to rest as change occurs.
Trust the process, my friend. It is why you are here.
You are made for the journey.
And you can do it.
Written by Bridgette Doerr shared on the Fairy Grasshopper Blog
I felt like I needed to understand the Divine Mind concept from my personal grid system of energy, to really embody the knowing. I pulled a card from my beautiful feminine power deck of the 13 Moon Oracle, channeled by Ariel Spilsbury, that lead me to what I had expected, the Divine Mind concept is to be integrated through energy or if you prefer, non verbal or other frequency assistance. The card I got was Mantra (word), Yantra (sacred geometry), and Mudra (movement, hand signs). Excuse my basic interpretation of these concepts for those who study them or love them I know it can go much deeper.
Ah- HA! Living in the Divine Mind is using these channels to help to shift us into the level of perspective that is beyond the Ego Mind. Now it has occurred to me that it could feel like I am making a bigger deal of this Divine Mind thing than it seems to actually be. If you are more enlightened or advance in soul life than I am, I am sure you may find this old news. But for me and others like me, it's a BIG F' n' deal! And by that I mean a BIG FEMININE DEAL!
Ego mind has felt like a dude since as long as I can remember. Over protective big brother! Annoying! But successful in it's tactics for years- until the rebel within me started uprising, the heart you know- it is the chosen one! So where does that leave the mind? The part of me that gave me focused drive to achieve career success, to get the big house, the nice cars the beautiful family. . . all the things that make a perfect Brady Bunch show.
It was like a battle of good vs. evil. Of choosing to serve God, leaving all my material accomplishments and choosing a vow of poverty and service in psychic work. And that was a Crock of Holy S*. Sacred work is valued and has a place along side the abundance of the whole. It was not this horrible sacrifice that my mind lead me to believe it was to be. It wasn't an easy transition at all. But it didn't put me on the streets begging for food to feed my 4 children either.
I know the struggle in the balance of power dance inside you. I have been through many rounds of it. I am like Rocky with the ego mind. Which may be why I have many clients who are sensitive soulful people who feel beaten up by the mind, and the affirmation of the ego mind that is rewarded in external experiences.
There is a new way of thinking that does not force a choice between mind and spirit, it is this purple glow of feminine power called the Divine Mind. There may be other literature or insight available on this and if there is I do not know of it at the time of this writing. I share from the insight that comes directly to me in channeled messages. I would encourage you to explore the concepts and land on a place that feels right in alignment with where you are on your journey.
The divine mind is the SHE. To which the ego has been the HE. To move through the vibration of old patterns of limited through in the ego and into the freedom and acceptance of the SHE is to unite the spirit in it's search for home and oneness. We shall work with both of these aspects because we need all to be one. Make sense? Did I loose you? Come back to the center- divine mind is like a new way to know your spirit. For the spirit to serve as the leader of your life in collaboration with your mind. We need that brain to plan and process. But not to scare or over protect us.
Ok OK Enough of the intro. . . here is the audio.
Stuck in your Mind? This could be your Relief. The first of the Divine Mind Messages from Meditation with Melchizedek
Many of my sessions tend to relate to the ego mind struggling to understanding the spirit and especially the desires and dreams of the heart. When this concept of the Divine Mind was introduced to me in meditation, I thought it was for my personal journey and understanding. And I quickly realized it was MUCH BIGGER. It is a way to look at our mindset, our ego mind and our spirit in fact, in a different way. One that can maybe get you past the inner fighting you can have with your mind vs. your heart or your mind vs. spirit. SO much energy is wasted in, in-fighting.
This first message gives the background into the Divine Mind messages that are starting to come in. Again I thought this was my personal shift a healing journey that I was letting another layer shift out of my ego mind value system, there are layers you know. LOL.
BUT- it seems it was my induction into the new concept. And is a base for me to share with you as I was receiving it. There are several messages now that I have been given and I will share some of them in future posts.
I will also be teaching the Divine Mind concept as a tool for sensitive people in my private program work. It is that big of a deal. The shift, the understanding of this is pretty interesting! And it can really move those who are open to a new way of being into that new paradigm.
WOW! Ready? Ok so this audio is raw- I wasn't really expecting to share it with everyone. And I have a cold in it- sorry about that if it bugs you to listen a bit. IT is WORTH the listen.
If you battle with Ego Mind, if you feel like you have to choose between your Spirit and your Mind. . . this may be the start of a peaceful co-existence.
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