This is an interesting intuitive story. It is all about abundance but it begins with an intriguing past life story that I connected with during a meditation, unexpectedly. Isn't that always the case! When you open the door of opportunity. . .
And I cannot take credit nor do I recommend an abundance or money medicine. BUT- in one of my talks with Melchizedek, he said "myrrh and rosewood oil" Let's be clear I asked about money specifically which is or can be different then abundance. I had both of these oils so I put them together in the top of my candlestick holder. The scent was strong but I figure it should be, money is potent right? And to be extra clear, essential oils come with lots of cautions and these are not to be digested. Simply as aromatherapy. I simply added it to my altar in the bathroom. Water is so great with abundance.
But I digress. . . . here is the Love or Money intuitive story!
When I feel into this place it is my shadow. I feel disconnected to my healing team, my certainty.
It isn’t just dark, it’s quiet. Yet even in the darkness, I feel the candle light.
It is always there. It is God reminding me of who I am, and why I am here.
Why am I in the darkness of my shadow right now?
What is it this time?
What is causing the shade of separation between the sun light and my earthly body?
And pause. . .
In a powerful stillness.
I’ve been in shadow before. If I am showing up for my life, I should be entering into my shadow from time to time. I will be here or someplace exactly like it, again. . . .
I recognize this as the transition place. I see and feel the energy of this all the time in session.
Like a subway tunnel underground, moving quickly through flashes of dime light. This transition tube of gray is the way we get there, sometimes, most of the times. It is the fastest of ways, perhaps.
Cocoon in the darkness,
To break free of layers ready to be released.
The toughest part of this for me is the feeling of disconnect. I can’t hear many of my Spirit Helpers during the quiet time. I can sense my lead guide, I am not completely alone but it feels like it. I am always in crowded room of spirit helpers, a constant hum of chatter always surrounds me.
And all the sudden I enter transition and it becomes spooky quiet. Funny when you think about how all that supernatural chatter is normal to me and being without is not.
It’s been a few days, maybe three now, the mode of heightened self care. I could feel the release phase start, the opening of the transition time. Oh I \been there done that Quite aware of the process.
Today I was able to connect with my circle, my team, in meditation. And I asked for help.
Sometimes I need a reminder that I need to ask for help. Sound familiar?
When I arrived in meditation, I went to the ocean. I had my yoga pants on and a white t-shirt,
with the words Be Your Own Kind of Beautiful, (a shift I bought from Shannon of Lotus Life Designs).
My bare feet sounded by sand with each step.
I ran to the water. I love the white foam that makes my feet curl.
After a few moments, I began to run down the shore line until I was exhausted.
Water splashing, feet pounding on the wet earth.
I fell to my knees,
face up to the sun and I begged for help and it came.
I felt love and support circling me, all of my women guides. I was connected again.
And I sobbed, releasing the pain of transition.
Then I heard him. Melchizedek, (Ascended Master, one of my personal Spirit Guides, he called out
from above, he was behind me on the rocky beach.
“I need help with my Ego Mind”, I said. I want to run away from what I
want. It seems like it would be easier to just let things be.
The bigger the visions of my work, the more painful it is, the stronger my mind fights me.
Throwing Daggers pierce my heart to make it bleed streaks of darkness over my soul.
Is this growing pain?
Like muscles tearing to get stronger, to build.
As I get brave, I step out a little bit ,out of my safe place, but I feel deeper than vulnerable,
I feel like a target. A huge bulls eye.
As if I am asking for proof that I don’t belong.
Here in the out place,
the bigger place of vastness where opportunity and possibility come in swag bags.
I wear a sign that says “Kick Me” on my back. Taunting self- doubt outward
to get the universe to bring on the hazing.
When I am in full view, in full service, I am open to criticism, rejection, negative vibrations, not just from
potential clients but from other light workers, I know this I have felt it and it hurts deeply.
The big question is. . .
Is it Worth it?
“Release the old patterns.” he said. And that was it.
I let the energy flow through me inside and out.
I felt the space fill up with compassion for myself, for my journey.
I understand it like nobody else. This is something I can do.
Give myself the space to change, transition and grow.
Transition, it is my choice. Just as it is yours.
Enter into transition time can be dark, filled with doubt and painful memories.
This is temporary. You are in this place for a reason. . . to move ahead.
And hasn't that been what you've been wanting?
The darkness creates a stillness that will allow you to rest as change occurs.
Trust the process, my friend. It is why you are here.
You are made for the journey.
And you can do it.
Written by Bridgette Doerr shared on the Fairy Grasshopper Blog
Working on shifting my energy related to money, I was drawn to do some work on my root chakra. The first part of this audio is about tools and the process that I was working on and then BAM!!
A past life story about money, came in.
Root Chakra Money Story
Here are some of the tools that I have used for moving money blocks energy at my root chakra:
Audio/video- singing bowls root chakra
Audio- healing visualization from Kenji Kumara to remove Blocks to Prosperity *I am not an affiliate. I don't get any special kick back for sharing this.
Candles- chakras connected with money and abundance
Essential Oils- Myrrh and Rosewood as suggested by Ascended Master, Melchizedek * follow directions be careful with the oils, not to be ingested to be used with understanding of the labels on the bottles.
Salts: Epsom salt for deep clearing *follow the directions carefully on the package.
Foot Soak: Use a Tupperware tub, dish tub or even a small storage tub will work, Warm water as
warm as you can do it comfortably.
Stuck in your Mind? This could be your Relief. The first of the Divine Mind Messages from Meditation with Melchizedek
Many of my sessions tend to relate to the ego mind struggling to understanding the spirit and especially the desires and dreams of the heart. When this concept of the Divine Mind was introduced to me in meditation, I thought it was for my personal journey and understanding. And I quickly realized it was MUCH BIGGER. It is a way to look at our mindset, our ego mind and our spirit in fact, in a different way. One that can maybe get you past the inner fighting you can have with your mind vs. your heart or your mind vs. spirit. SO much energy is wasted in, in-fighting.
This first message gives the background into the Divine Mind messages that are starting to come in. Again I thought this was my personal shift a healing journey that I was letting another layer shift out of my ego mind value system, there are layers you know. LOL.
BUT- it seems it was my induction into the new concept. And is a base for me to share with you as I was receiving it. There are several messages now that I have been given and I will share some of them in future posts.
I will also be teaching the Divine Mind concept as a tool for sensitive people in my private program work. It is that big of a deal. The shift, the understanding of this is pretty interesting! And it can really move those who are open to a new way of being into that new paradigm.
WOW! Ready? Ok so this audio is raw- I wasn't really expecting to share it with everyone. And I have a cold in it- sorry about that if it bugs you to listen a bit. IT is WORTH the listen.
If you battle with Ego Mind, if you feel like you have to choose between your Spirit and your Mind. . . this may be the start of a peaceful co-existence.
In morning meditation, I met with Melchizedek. I asked him how I should refer to him, in these posts and in talks- in our work together. It wasn't clear on his "title". I need to call him something that you will all understand. I said Spiritual Teacher? He didn't respond. I said let's try this another way, what am I to you? Am I a student, or an apprentice? He laughed and said "We've already done that." referring to a past lifetime. Like I am supposed to have that on natural recall.
He said "You are my apothecary." I said, 'Just a minute" I knew the initial image of a small chest of drawers as an antique in an old pharmacy was not really my idea of myself. I pulled out my cell phone and googled it. There must be another meaning. . .and there was. "a person who prepares compounds for medicinal purposes" Now that makes sense. He means I am the one who passes the information along, I share the healing ingredients. I share the medicine.
Ok. I can be Melchizedek's apothecary. Sure. And I asked him about healing, I needed some pro-active help with my sacral chakra, go figure the fire chakra. He said, let me show you. And he held what looked like an orb, or a crystal ball in front of me. I watched it and I saw an image of a little girl who was hugging her Dad and then her Mom at a park. She was told to wait here, so she did. I did. And I entered into a visualization for the Divine Inner Child that would connect me to the most powerful unconditional love I have known as a mother to my own divine child. I received the healing and I told him we need to share this. He said record the visualization for others. And so I did.
Here is the audio intro to this connection.
Here is your medicine for the divine inner child within
you. From your Apothecary. (wink)
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