I decided to share from my personal journal from the early weeks of January when I was receiving so much communication from the Ascended Masters, it was when I met Melchizedek and eventually signed a new soul contract. I had full day session
with my business coach during the time all this inner work was going on. Using my ego mind I thought would be challenging and yet I discovered some new energy or rather awakened it. Goddess Kali and Shakti actually showed up in my business coaching and I shared their messages aloud with my coach. I really connected especially with Kali
and her transformative energy and strength. A fierce healer, in the words of my coach. January was a full month, on many levels.
Today I painted a beautiful picture of fire. The flames like wings painted upward reaching and dancing, flowing in grace and power. It is the connection of divine feminine for me.
I can feel it in my soul- or rather my sacral chakra. I decided to share my personal journal entry and a writing I did about being outside a sweat lodge memorial last year, during the time Red Turtle Bear made his journey to the spirit world.
Sacred Fire Written April 14, 2013 By Bridgette Doerr
I sat close to the fire. I could barely feel the chill of the evening that had my teeth chattering
moments before. The flames moved as if they were tribal dancers. There was a ceremony as they leaped and swayed. I had not noticed the power of the light before. I have always
appreciated the warmth of the sun like glow of the campfire, but I have not been witness to the performance of the flame until this cold April night.
Maybe it was the spirit of the women, who had walked beside me down to the stone circle, you could see the glow from a distance. Arm in arm we filled the space so that the circle of the fire was a ring of women. The beautiful voice of a siren’s song echoed through the air, sweetly providing the music for the dance of the light.
One by one we gave our offering, held in the glow of resurrection. Many promises
were made this night. Many. So many sparks rose up to meet the stars as resistances was melted away with ease. Fire is indeed powerful. It was sacred. It called us in and transformed our spirit into oneness. United heart to heart as we embrace the possibility of what we can do. Letting the fire take away all the can’t. All the limits gone.
As the flames danced. The light forming into individual performers as if to acknowledge the individual in each of us. To honor our contributions to this group, to this life, to this world.
And so it is.
Journal Jan. 11, 2014
What if what is happening (January stuff showing up) is about the element of fire?
What if my sacral chakra houses the element of fire in a way that is so powerful that it creates a constant need to balance and detox and clear each month?
The change in my body cycle started a few months after I had my son Nathan.
There was so much change in my life then, prior to and after that time. I left my career, I got married, I had another baby it was an intense time of transition. All of these things are connected to the sacral chakra, the womb.
In the past 6 months I have been connecting with the element of fire. We even created a fire pit in our yard. Just in time for the summer solstice last year. Right after my mentor died and made his journey to the spirit world. During the native American rituals, the fires burned for days to help his spirit cross- he was a gifted medicine man. He was more than a friend. He knew what it was like to be me, to be so clairvoyant and always connected to the spirit world. Just being at lunch with him, I would just get incredible downloads of
infused knowledge from him.
I never really knew fire, I always connected with water. I am, after all, a water sign. And oddly enough when I learned the Celtic Goddess Brigit- was actually a fire Goddess- ironic I thought, because she has a well dedicated to her. Maybe we have more in common then our name? I still did not feel a calling to the fire until my mentor ascended into the spirit world.
As I write this- I begin to feel grief, come up from inside. As I am just now receiving the message of what he has given me. He is helping me to connect and understand the element of fire. It is a tool. I saw his face, happy and smiling at me, like the photo taken of him on my wedding day. I felt the message enter. . . “This is the gift I give to you.
Now You will carry it. Use it, it is medicine.”
Like a kid playing with matches, I knew I was in a lot of trouble. I need to get
this fire thing integrated and managed or it could be counter- productive.
Who gives a kid matches?!
Big smile insert here.
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